Heart broken

You may think I am bullet proof but deep inside I'm fragile.
Since you took everything and left I really can't feel if I have a heart anymore.
The broken locks were a warning and you got inside my head.
I have never noticed how much it hurts to be rejected by the one you love.

Now I know how it feels to have your heart broken for real.
Hey I can still smile but don't look for a meaning behind my smile.
I lost this battle and maybe I just don't know anything at all.

Turning off the lights I try to go back to sleep but I can't.
I find no comfort, I find no meaning and I only find emptiness.

Will this even mean anything for you?
Will you ever feel this disgraceful?
Did you really love me?

Faith--(March on til we see the sun)--

Does faith is only used when we talk about religion? I really don't think it only means that. Is the ability to understand and have the guts to say: I know I can do it and I know that there's going to come that day that everything will get better. I do not aspire to something perfect in this life but I do believe that with my perseverance I will create a place where I can be myself and where I will devote all the love I got inside of me. I am a truly believer of the ones that never give up on life.

May angels lead you in

I am truly happy right now. I can't express how excited I feel about seeing you again soon. But... what happiness really is? Is it when I kiss you? Is it when I you hug me? Is it when I look into your eyes? Happiness comes with every single moment I'm with you. You make me so happy that sometimes I get scared because I don't ever want to let you go. But I have faith in us. I know our love is real. So I am holding on. May angels lead you in...

A new beginning...

I think of you every second of my life. I could have never figure out what life is about if I never met you. Now I know what love really is. My senses desire you the most. Even if you're not here I can feel you. I want to jump, scream, sing, run, accomplish my goals and everything with you. Ever since you are part of my life nothing will ever be the same. You make everything better. I used to be sad all the time but now all I feel is happiness. I still can't believe that you found me. I am the most lucky person.

Time

Time passed by and I still remember the kisses the touch and the passion. Time passed and I still feel the fear of losing. I may be happier now but I still remember. I may be stronger now but deep inside there's still the doubt and I still feel the taste of pain going down my throat. Is it this some kind of dream or maybe this is a hallucination. Time is flying and I'm still waiting here for you because without you I can't be myself.

Sleepless

Please go and let it be just like before. Sometimes I prefer just to let my fears guide me. If I just let you inside then I wouldn't be able to stop these feelings. Starting to wonder and this night seems like never ending sighs. I just noticed the blur of my deep thought as I start to whisper your name. After hours I still smile with no reason. Should I jump and fall? Should I continue with this amount of hopes?

Today I lost everything...

I may look pathetic when you look at me from that angle. Please don't judge without hearing my story. I am a girl that is lost in wasted time. I always said that I will never regret what I've done before but after a while I just know that's not the right way to do things. I always tried my best to make everyone feel comfortable and expected the same from everyone. I thought my perspective was right and that someday, somehow I would find someone or someone would find me and then I would be happy. Everything because I believed that if I was a good person then at some point I would find happiness. First, looking for passionate love and failed. Then, friendship that is awesome until there's a point that your way is not the same as your friend so maybe at the end you will be alone. The fear of being forgotten. What if that important person forgets about you. I preffer to fake a goodbye than being forgotten. I'm so afraid of all the time I wasted looking for hope that doesn't exist. All these tears and dreams are killing me and I'm tired of being alone.